OK, so I wasn't dating P. for that long….but it was long enough for us to make a lot of plans together, so being single is a bit strange.
I'm feeling good about being single, though I keep wondering if I'll ever have another date again. I look young, but I'm not that young. Most people my age already have 2-3 children etc etc…. I'm quite glad I am not raising children alone, not because thats a bad thing, but because I am sure it would be very difficult for me.
I do find it a little odd to not have someone to talk to on a daily basis. My Yahoo! instant messenger screen is now blank. It's odd, not necessarily unpleasant or lonely, but definitely an unusual feeling.
On top of that, I've still heard nothing from the job since the email. I know no news is better news than the news of someone else getting the job. I'm feeling fairly hopeless about getting the job however. There's not too many things out there that interest me, so I am starting to feel a mild bit of pressure. If I hear nothing by tomorro afternoon, I'll email my manager. I have this feeling that I am not in control of anything at this point.