So Out of my recent mishap…there have been lessons. Multiple lessons. I was going to write some more peacefully and gratefully about how this has taught me this and that, but after a bit I just realized THIS SUCKS.
Yes I learned some lessons they will probably help me in the future.
But I can;t pretend that I am not feeling a lot of bitter disappointment. And nervousness about the future races.
I’m angry at my doctor for not really telling me that this could happen, and I’m angry at myself for not reading the label more carefully..and I’m just plain angry. Worst part of this, is that my main coping mechanism…is not there either.